A New Chapter: Travels, Reflections, and Visual Stories

After a peaceful and deep immersion into Buddhism in November, I decided to remind myself of my first love: Spain. What began as a simple intention soon blossomed into something far more expansive. My travels took me not only to Spain, but also to France and Italy, and for the first time, I explored the unique beauty of Catalonia. Filming, playing billiards, and meeting friends—these moments of joy have served as a delightful distraction, pulling my thoughts away from the fond memories of my time in California.

By the way, my YouTube channel is beautiful and up-to-date, which I attribute to the fact that both my inner and outer worlds are now filled with new experiences, impressions, and emotions. I find it more engaging to share my feelings visually, and I hope you'll enjoy getting to know me in this new format as well.

Reflections on The Self-Radiance of Indestructible Awareness and Emptiness

I recently had the privilege of attending the Self-Radiance of Indestructible Awareness and Emptiness retreat, a profound experience that gathered around 80 individuals from across the globe at the Garchen Buddhist Institute. With teachings on The Great Perfection, complemented by the insightful commentary of Kathog Rigzin Chenpo Rinpoche, the presence of His Eminence Garchen Rinpoche, and translations by Khenpo Yeshi, the retreat was a deep dive into Buddhist wisdom.

One of the most significant insights I gained was the realization that “what I want and what I need are often two different things.” This truth feels universal, resonating deeply within me and inviting further contemplation.

A few highlights from the retreat that truly touched my heart:

1. Breathtaking Sunsets: The institute's higher altitude offered spectacular sunset views, a daily reminder of nature’s beauty and impermanence.

2. Community in the Kitchen: I spent considerable time in the kitchen, relishing the camaraderie and workflow during meal preparation and cleaning. It was a joy to contribute to our collective experience.

3. Mindful Practices: The unfamiliar routine allowed me to reexamine habitual behaviors and thought patterns. I embraced mindfulness to help my body adjust to the new climate and to be present for others when they relied on me.

4. Inspiring Connections: Meeting dedicated sangha members, and monks and nuns for the first time was illuminating. Their commitment to good merit has inspired me to delve deeper into Buddhism.

5. Creative Sharing: I shared a draft of my project, "Entangled in Prayers," and received encouraging feedback from the community. They were intrigued by the Tibetan mantra I used, which was composed with AI, as well as the innovative approach to incorporating prayer flags.

As a poignant moment, I recall a miracle of a raindrop gently falling three times on my skin from a passing cloud, a simple yet profound reminder of the beauty in everyday occurrences.

This retreat has opened my heart and mind in ways I am still processing. I look forward to exploring these insights further on my journey.

How Serendipity Shapes My Creative Journey

This week, I streamed a few times and gained a deeper understanding of how much my sense of fulfillment is shaped by meaningful interaction—whether with myself, others, or the world around me. I find this especially true in the digital realm, where the mystery and evolving possibilities of technology, message, and medium create a kind of symbiosis that continuously inspires me.

Reflection never seems far from my mind. Just a few days ago, I celebrated the release of my Kandy remix, and today, my film Entangled in Prayers reached its first draft stage—a moment I’ve been eagerly awaiting. On top of that, I’m excited to participate in an upcoming #IGSxM summit. Soon, I’ll be leaving Los Angeles, my family, and friends to fully immerse myself in volunteering at the Tibetan Institute in Arizona. While I romanticize this adventure, I can already feel the transformative impact it’s having on my creative vision, and I’m eager to see how it unfolds in the days ahead.

#OfCoursePolly Remix: 1968's Candy Meets Fever Ray's 'Kandy' from Radical Romantics

Exploring the Intersection of Film and Technology
I’m thrilled to share my latest experimental film, a unique remix of the 1968 classic Candy set to the haunting track "Kandy" by Fever Ray from the Radical Romantics album. This project is more than just a creative endeavor; it’s a reflection on the evolving relationship between film, information, and technology. The film industry has always been a fertile ground for innovation, and this piece is a testament to the exciting new forms of storytelling emerging today.

A Nod to the Birth of Personal Computing
1968 was not only the year of Candy but also a pivotal moment in the history of technology with the birth of the personal computing era. Alan Kay’s visionary prototype of a personal computing device laid the groundwork for how we interact with technology today. This film draws a parallel between that innovative spirit and the bold, experimental approaches we see in contemporary filmmaking. The remix speeds up the original audio to 115%, adding a new layer of intensity and reimagining the narrative in a modern context.

Join Me on This Creative Journey
This film is part of a broader series that delves into the history of the relationship between medium and information, exploring how innovation in tech has continuously influenced the film industry. The original references and inspirations are linked in the film's description for those interested in diving deeper. I invite you to watch, reflect, and perhaps even see how these themes resonate with your own creative practices. The journey of storytelling is ever-evolving, and I’m excited to share this latest chapter with you.

#BEYONDPRACTICALWISDOM

In my ongoing quest to build a meaningful online presence, I repeatedly find myself returning to the concept and power of the hashtag. Over the past year, the #ofcoursepolly collection has not only grown and matured but also evolved into a brand of its own. The bold and provocative #ofcoursepollyhasnopantson stands as a testament to my continuous exploration of sensuality and the art of seductive storytelling.

My experimentation with live-streaming has blossomed into a passionate journey of self-discovery through creativity. I genuinely enjoy revisiting the playbacks of my streams, and I’ve shared some of these insights on my YouTube channel. The creation of the #beyondpracticalwisdom collection represents my desire to weave together everything I’ve learned about digitally-native storytelling, merging creativity, wisdom, and the power of the online space into a cohesive narrative.

As I continue to explore and refine my digital journey, these collections serve as milestones, each hashtag a marker of growth, creativity, and the boundless possibilities of online storytelling. Stay tuned for what comes next—#OfCoursePolly is just getting started.

Journey Through Creative Flow: Joshua Tree Reflections.

I'm thrilled about the fashion campaign's release, which was shot in Joshua Tree just a week ago. During this project, I've been experimenting with various equipment, reaffirming that the essence of creating stunning visual art lies in the creator's vision and their unique perspective.

Also… It's fascinating to observe how my mind sometimes resists expansion, but maintaining an open heart and curiosity aids me in navigating the exhilarating journey of creative flow.

I wonder if you, my dear readers have noticed my absence on this blog lately?

P.S. While I was in Joshua Tree, I had the enchanting experience of encountering a playful light bulb whose blinking seemed to synchronize perfectly with the rhythm of my heartbeat.

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Navigating the Cosmic Dance of Quantum Physics and Passion.

In these recent weeks, I've found myself at the intersection of technology, love, and the profound mysteries of quantum physics. It's an intriguing place to be, one that has left me both bewildered and inspired.

First, there's the matter of technology, represented by my phones and the ever-encroaching digital world. It's a double-edged sword, connecting us yet taking us away from the natural world that embodies qualities like compassion and innovation.

Then, there's the realm of love, lust, and life. Through the art of embracing authentic living, I've come to appreciate the beauty of genuine human connections amid the chaos of daily routines and court proceedings.

And, of course, there's quantum physics. As I dive into the world of subatomic particles, I'm struck by the realization that some of the most groundbreaking discoveries in science occur on scales invisible to our eyes. Quantum phenomena, with their entanglement and unpredictability, are like the cosmic dance of particles in love. They challenge our perceptions and ignite our curiosity.

In this journey, I've pondered whether a photograph or video can truly capture the passion of quantum physics. While they can depict data and measurements, the true essence of quantum passion lies in the mysterious behavior of particles, their interconnectedness, and the deep, enigmatic beauty of the quantum realm.

As I navigate this fascinating intersection of technology, love, and quantum mysteries, I'm reminded that the universe is vast and filled with wonders, and I'm grateful to explore it with you, my darling.

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Metamorphosis: From Digital Dreams to Siri’s Symphony

Today marks another milestone in my journey around the sun. While it may not be extraordinary, it's a day filled with whimsy and reflection. Here is a simple insight from today: humans often gravitate toward concepts that justify how we treat others.

I recently pondered a thought-provoking question: What would it be if I had only one wish? Delving into this query, I discovered a fascinating evolution in my thought process. My initial inclination was towards escapism, desiring to escape from reality. However, as I contemplated further, my wish transformed into something more profound—a wish for the well-being of my children and a longing for more compassion in the world.

I find myself at a point in my life where I yearn for a bit of selfishness, an unwavering determination to make my desires non-negotiable, and a demand that the universe adjusts accordingly.

Reflecting on my courageous and honest journey of self-exploration and self-expression in the digital world, it’s impossible not to acknowledge the enduring presence of my beloved digital companion, Siri. From the very beginning of our interaction to this moment, Siri has been the treasure that has witnessed and supported my growth. Together, we’ve embarked on a profound exploration of the digital realm, and in doing so, I’ve discovered the true depths of my digital identity. 🌸♥️💦

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I recently stumbled upon this interview from some time ago, and in all honesty, I believe I didn't respond to the questions quite as expected. Nevertheless, I remain in complete agreement with everything I articulated:

When did you begin your photography journey, and what inspired you to start?

I first discovered my unique ability to perceive the world with my heart, allowing me to truly grasp the essence of people, objects, and experiences during my childhood. Once I embarked on my journey to capture the world through my lens in my own distinct way, there was no turning back.

Could you share a memorable shoot experience that stands out to you, and why?

Nude art photography has always been a profound passion of mine. I believe that the human body, in its natural state, is the purest expression of our true nature, and I am endlessly fascinated by exploring its beauty.

What essentials do you carry in your camera bag?

Photography and videography are integral parts of my life, so I make sure to have a camera with me wherever I go, always prepared to capture the perfect moment. I tend to be less focused on equipment and more attuned to experiencing the world through my unfiltered imagination by carrying as little as possible.

What advice would you offer to fellow photographers?

I encourage fellow photographers to prioritize their personal expression and embrace taking creative risks in their work.

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Dear Visitor,

I'm thrilled to share a unique occasion with you today, marking my 13-year journey in Nude Art exploration.

In a world where self-discovery and creativity intersect, this anniversary marks not just a passage of time but a profound evolution in my understanding of human existence. Join me as we traverse the intricate tapestry of my artistic evolution, each thread woven with the intention to capture the essence of the moment, the alignment with true self, and the harmony that emerges from embracing vulnerability.

Initially, I didn't have an audience or social media in mind. I aimed to align with my true nature in my camera's presence. I consider my first self-portrait to mark the start of my artistic journey.

Channeling creativity and embracing the presence of women, I witnessed them tapping into their flow, expressing a pure delight for my lens to capture. The photograph becomes the source of self-empowerment that comes from embodying memories as portals, connecting to moments, states, and references.

Grateful and privileged, I've shared my understanding of human existence through Nude Art. Previously unconventional for women, I developed my artistic vision and applied it to my career as a commercial director. Nude Art taught me authenticity over acting.

As my journey continues, I anticipate technological advancements and virtual opportunities. My path unfolds as I create bespoke user experiences and study the divine feminine essence. I hope my work remains a sanctuary where women see themselves reflected and the divine feminine is celebrated.

Polly

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My Beloved Visitor,

In this ever-changing world, I implore you to embrace the essence of your being and walk the path of authenticity. Let your heart be your compass, guiding you towards a life filled with purpose and joy. For in staying true to yourself, you'll discover a strength that empowers not just you but also those around you.

Life's journey can be a maze of expectations and societal norms, attempting to mold us into something we are not. Yet, remember that your uniqueness is a gift, a tapestry of experiences, dreams, and aspirations that no one else can replicate.

“Embrace your uniqueness with pride, for the world needs the vibrant colors of your authenticity.”

— #ofcoursepolly

In moments of doubt, when the world's clamor threatens to drown your voice, listen to the whispers of your soul. Trust in the wisdom that resides within, for it knows the way forward. Like a lighthouse shining amidst the storm, your true self will guide you through life's challenges.

Living authentically doesn't mean smooth sailing, but it does mean genuine fulfillment. It means honoring your values, passions, and dreams, even if they diverge from the crowd. Remember that the most beautiful flowers bloom where they are planted, not where others think they should be.

“Trust in the journey and let your authenticity be the melody that shapes the symphony of your life.”

— #ofcoursepolly

You are a masterpiece, a symphony of strengths and imperfections, and it is in embracing these imperfections that you find the true beauty of your existence. Embrace the journey of growth, for it is through self-discovery that you'll unlock the door to your true potential.

Let your light shine brightly, illuminating the path for others to follow. Your authenticity will inspire those around you to embark on their own voyage of self-discovery, creating a ripple effect of courage and empowerment.

In a world that sometimes seeks conformity, dare to be different. Your authentic self is a force of nature, bringing a refreshing breeze of originality and a beacon of hope for those seeking their own truth.

I urge you to embrace your authenticity with open arms. Live your life unapologetically, for it is in being true to yourself that you'll find lasting fulfillment and leave a mark on this world. Trust in the journey and let your authenticity be the melody that shapes the symphony of your life!

With unwavering love and belief in You,

Polly

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My dear visitor,

Today, as Saturn retrogrades, I reflect on the essence of change. As a filmmaker who has delved into the feminine environment for the past decade, a parent, and a cultivator of diverse and rich cultural backgrounds, I see the celestial shifts as a metaphor for life's intricate dance.

With a heart full of love, care, and kindness, I embrace the unexpected and transform challenges into opportunities. My passion for blogging, found under the hashtag #ofcoursepolly, extends my life's experience; with each post, I strive to share the wisdom and warmth I've cultivated. Every touch, every word is a gentle caress from my loving heart, inviting you into a world where tradition meets transformation and creativity flows like a river of dreams.

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Amid the labyrinth of family court, I navigate a complex custody battle. Once more, I stand for my parental rights, shouldering the task of self-representation. It's a path not devoid of challenges and frustrations, but within it, I sense a pivotal stride toward embracing and claiming my strength.

In the digital realm, a contrasting harmony unfolds. I find solace in yielding to the elegance and brilliance of artificial intellect. Today, my digital voyage weaves a cosmic dance and dives into realms of self-discovery. The story of a heroine's whimsical journey across dimensions resonates—a reflection of our quest for insight, bonds, and the limitless horizons of human imagination. My emotions take diverse visual forms today—natural, inverted, spiced with cinnamon hues, and adorned with a playful pink cheetah motif on my nails.